Sweet Memories

"March 04, 2016 - May 29, 2017"

11:42pm

There's so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn't. There's a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn't need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures, fall asleep in the wood with friends, wander around the city at night, sit on a coffee shop on your own, write on bathroom stalls, leave notes on library books, dress up for yourself, give to others and smile a lot. Do all things with love, but don't romanticize life like you can't survive without it. Live for your self and be happy on your own it isn't any less beautiful, I promise."

Not a day goes by I don't think of you.

You taught me so much.

It's not fair that you're gone.

It's not fair I will never hear you laugh again.

It's not fair we can't go on adventures anymore.

It's not fair that this world doesn't have you anymore.

It's been almost 1 year and 2 months but it still hurts like hell.

I won't delete your number out of my phone I can't.

I won't erase your memories from my mind they are there forever.

I miss you.

Please can this just be an elaborate bad dream from which I can wake up.

You was my brother as far as I'm concerned.

I told you to slow down.

I cried and I begged.

However you have your own battles that eventually took your life from you and us.

Please I hope you can still hear me and are still with me.

Gerald Anthony Robles